Ugh. I was trying to go to the computer art class in this morning, but I couldn't wake up because I went to the bed 4am last night. It was no way to get up and go to 8am class. I wanted to stay in the bed forever, but I had to talk about my study in p499 (thesis class) meeting, so I went to the lab to make some graphs. In the class, the professor seemed he didn't like my results at all! He was saying my data suck. I really think he doesn't like me at all. I was so mad after the meeting. Sooo ready to get drunk.

Yesterday was Kailie's 21st birthday. So, we went to the Yogi's to get her drunk. However, I accidentally got drunk. Andrew told me I should order french fries covered with chili, but I didn't like it. After we realized no one could drive, we walked to Ryan's house to do some sleep over. It was lots of fun to get drunk and talk silly things. Surprisingly, I wasn't really feeling bad in this morning, but again, I couldn't go to 9:30am class. Oh well, but, I am still good student.

Ryan and I went to They Might Be Giants concert tonight at Indy. Before we took off to the concert, we picked up some foods. Although we ate, Ryan wanted me to stop by Dairy Queen because he was still hungry. He was eating some kinda BBQ sandwich thing...ugh. I don't know why he is always that hungry. The concert was awesome. I think it was one of the best show I've ever been to. I think TMBG has joined one of the my favorite bands!

I was over slept!! I was supposed to get to the lab at 9am in this morning, but when I woke up, it was already 10am!! I was so mad at myself because I absolutely hate being late. I think I do not mind to be late for the class, but I hate being late if someone is expecting me to show up because I hate people who cannot be on time. I decided I am gonna kill myself the next time I am late. Well, maybe not. I don't know why, but Andrew showed up while I was in the lab, so we went to get something to eat. We went to Chinese buffet for the lunch. Since they didn't have anything for the veggies, I just mainly ate fried rice and some kinda noodles. It wasn't great, but it wasn't bad. I really think Andrew and I should get together more often because he likes ice cream. Also, I like physically arguing with him. After I dropped off Andrew, I went to the lab to do coding. It wasn't fun. This weekend is going to be suck because I have to work on my thesis. I should call Andrew or Ryan if they wanna get milk shake.

Thesis day. I was working on my thesis pretty much all day today. I went to the lab around 9am and started coding the data. I think I am almost done with coding data, but I am about half done with analyzing the data. After I came back to my place, I was just revising the introduction. I think the dynamic system theory is really tough concept to understand, but finally it's getting making sense to me after all years I worked at this lab! I was getting cranky while I was revising the intro, so I took DDR break. DDR sure made me happy. I wish I could be a particle man.

Last night, Doug, Ryan, and I went out. I should work on analyzing the data, but I couldn't do it anymore because I was doing that all day yesterday. I was hungry, but I had only french fries with beer. I think it wasn't smart to start drinking with empty stomach! I got drunk so quickly, and I felt pretty good when we went to the next bar. Doug was trying to find girls he likes there, but there weren't any girls for him... I think he is really picky. Ryan was just drinking water because he was the one had to take us home. When we were going back to Doug's car, I think I was screaming "F*@!ing Blimpieeeee!!" in front of Blimpie. I don't know why I screamed like that, but I guess I was really cold. Today, although I went to the bed 5am in the morning, I woke up 8am because I wanted to work on the thesis. I tried to wake Ryan up because he told me we should have breakfast together, so he can work on his thesis too. I called him around 9am, but no one picked up, so I stopped by his house before I went to the lab, but no one answered the door even though I rang the door bell zillion times. Well, Ryan, good luck.

Super ultra blue monday. I was working on the thesis all this weekend, but I didn't make a progress. Also, some reasons, I was super tired all day today. I think I am really getting old!! I have an exam for my programming class tomorrow, but I have no idea what am supposed to study. Ugh. I finally realized I like gossip when I was talking with Katie in the lab today. Ugh!

Awful awful day. I had an exam for my programming class, and I am 100% sure I am gonna fail this test. There were so many questions I had no ideas. Sucks sucks suuuuucks. I had a meeting with my mentor talking about my research. I didn't have a time to prepare well for presenting my result, so we really couldn't talk about things. I think I had a pretty bad day today. But, I saw pretty cool thing in this morning. I had a class at the art building (from 8am..ugh), and when I went to the bath room, I noticed that the red strings were taped on the wall. I was trying to see where this red string was coming from, and I realized the red strings were everywhere in the bathroom!! It was sooooo weird! I am not sure why bath room, and why red string! I am never gonna be able to be an artist.

I like fish alot. When I was talking to Katie today, she told me she doesn't eat any meats include fish. I just couldn't believe it because I wouldn't be able to survive if I don't eat fish. When she asked me what my favorite food was, I immediately told her "SUSHI!!" I guess I am a Japanese after all... good to know that.

I am sick again!! I had a fever all day today. I tried to work on my thesis after I came back from the class,, but I couldn't do anything. Kailie called me if I wanna get a milk shake. I was thinking to get a milk shake before she called me, so we went out to get milk shakes. I think milk shake is good. I ate frech fries for dinner today. It was all goooooooood. No wonder why I am sick again.

Sleepy day. I think I am still sick, but I was in the lab from 8:30am in the morning because I really really didn't wanna be late! I wasn't tired, but I was really sleepy. I wanted to go to the beer festival tonight, but I could't justify going the drinking madness instead of writing thesis. I wanna beer...

I was working on my thesis all day today. It wasn't really fun, so I took DDR break for an hour. I burned 300kcal! Yeah! I love diet mode. I went to the party in this evening. I was hoping maybe I can get drunk, but I couldn't get drunk at all because I was too tired. So, I just had 4 or 5 cups of beers, 2 or 3 cups of thai tea, and lots of water. It was suck I was thinking what I have to do on Sunday while I was in the party. My friends were pretty drunk, and I kinda enjoyed watching them. Of course, I videotaped drunk people's behaviors. Yeah!

In this morning, I woke up around 10am. I went to the bed 6am last night, so I think I did pretty good job to not oversleep. I was still making figures for my thesis all afternoon. I was really stressed out because I couldn't have a time to clean up my room in this weekend. It was really nice and sunny outside, but I was in my room all day. The life is harder than I thought.

I am tired. Yes, I am tired. It's 4am right now. Yes, it's not 15th anymore. I was working on the assignment for my computer art class. I had to use Director to make whole thing. I think I don't like Director. Flash is much more easy to use. I guess I am just too get used to Flash. I could make entire movie about 3 hours if I could use Flash. Ugh, I do not like Director!

I wasn't really functioning today because I didn't get any sleep last night. It was so hot today, and awfully bright sun made me dizzy. In the computer art class, we flied kite for fun! It was really cool. I used to fly kite alot when I was a kid. It did make my day.

I cannot write! I just cannot write the result section of my thesis. It shouldn't be that difficult since I have finished analyzing the data. But, there so many things I can write about, so I don't know where to start. Although I was supposed to write the thesis, my friends and I went out to see the band tonight. The band wasn't bad. I think I had a good time there. But, even if I am really drunk, no, I do not show off. And I am not bold!

Day 2: I cannot write! I was having trouble with focusing on writing thesis. I really hate talking about my thesis in this log because I feel like I am boring guy who is just doing writing his thesis. I made a promise I finish writing the thesis by this Saturday. So, I can play Dungeon Siege on Sunday. By the way, Ben is so cute. I wanna puppy.

Little 500 weekend. Yep, all IU students are supposed to party in this weekend, but I don't think I will be part of it. I have so many things to do such as finish thesis, work on the programming assignment, do DDR, play Dungeon Siege, eat pizza, clean my room, get milk shake, don't over baked french fries, etc. Busy weekend. Again, I am not bold!!

I was working on my thesis all day today. Yes, I woke up 8am and working on the thesis until Doug called me. It was around 10pm. He asked me if I wanna come over and take a little break. Since it was a little 500 weekend, I felt I should do something, so we went out. we went to the couple parties and I think I had a fun. Like I wrote last weekend, I was thinking about my thesis and what I need to do on Sunday while I was in the party. After I finish this thesis thing, I really wanna get drunk and just disappear. By the way, Ben is dog's name, not Ben from the lab!! Oh oh, happy birthday Ben (not dog)! I will give CD back to you soon!!

I was so mad when I woke up in this morning because I overslept! I was supposed to wake up and finish writing the thesis by noon, but I woke up about noon!! I just couldn't believe I lost entire Sunday morning. Now, I am still writing the discussion section. I really need to work on my poster because we have to do poster presentation in this Tuesday. I also need to do some programing assignment too!! And also, I need to DDR too!! I wasted my time to watch the simpsons tonight. Tonight simpsons was sucks!! Give my precious 30 mins!!

Poster making day. We have poster presentation tomorrow, but I haven't finished making poster! So, I was making poster pretty much all day. Although I was still making the poster, Ryan, Christine, and I went to the jazz concert at MAC. It was pretty good, and I like it. But I didn't like the lady who was singing couple songs. After the concert, Ryan and I went back to the lab and continued making posters. Of course, we ordered pizza. Andrew came to the lab to do his thing. Some reasons, he was screaming. Lucky number is 6.

Poster presentation day. I was making the poster in the computer art class (..sorry Stuart!), and I finished making it 5 hours advance!! Yay! But, I had a trouble with printing, and it took 2 hours to print out! But but, I did make it to the poster presentation, and it was kinda fun. I had to wear a suit, but I don't know how to tie. So, I asked the guy I don't know to tie my tie. Since there was no way my parents could come to the presentaiton, Abbey and Janelle came as my supporters. Thanks guys! I got fancy frame saying "you are honor student dude!!" Now, I gotta do my thesis defend.

Since I don't have any classes on Friday, today was the very last day of the class. I couldn't sleep at all last night because I was thinking about today. But, I still have finals and the thesis to finish, so I guess I am a still college student. In the computer art class, we did the golf cart racing in front of the art building. It was awesome! We had to make 4 stops before getting to the goal. In the first stop, we had to tell poem about pancake. In the second stop, we had to eat pancake. In the third stop, we had to drink juice, and the fourth stop, we had to smack the computers with sledge hammer. My partner was Matt, and he was taking too much time eating pancake at the second stop!! Swallow it dude!! I have been student for almost 20 years, but this class was the best class I ever had in my life!

I am still writing the thesis, but I think I will be done by tomorrow (I mean I have to). I had a lunch with my old Japanese friend at Penn Station. I haven't seen her for a year because she went back to Japan after she graduated from ISU. She came back to US couple days ago (I assumed..), and start going to IUPUI for working on her MA. When we were talking, I just realized I am not good at speaking Japanese. I am not good at speaking English either. I was really confused because I had trouble with thinking in Japanese while I was talking to her. But, I do think in Japanese when I am reading awfully difficult papers in English. I translate to Japanese and try to understand. I think I should speak Japanese more often because I am a Japanese boy.

I woke up 6am in the morning and started working on my thesis. I finished writing in the afternoon, but I realized I need to have 1.5 inch left-side-margine which I didn't have. So, I had to replacing all graphs I made. It took forever to fix it since I have so many graphs. I was really tired, but Ryan called me if I was still thinking to go out. I wanted to have a little break, so I went out with my friends. It was fun, but I was too tired to drink. So, I only had one bottle of beer and just tried to keep awake. I am 168% tired!!

In this afternoon, we had lab BBQ at Bill's (boss!) house. Bill has trampoline in his backyard. So, I was jumping and jumping alot. I like trampoline because it's fun. Since I don't eat meat, I was eating some kinda veggie stuff. Jumping jumping. I am still working on my thesis. Jumping jumping.

I did it! I finally finished writing my thesis!! My thesis is not perfect, but I am okay with it because I finished!!!!! But but, I found out I have to give oral presentation on this Thursday for the thesis defend. I though I just have to answer the questions... Anyway, I was gonna go to the review session for the programming class, but I was too tired to go there. Actually, I couldn't get back from my princess nap. I think I am gonna make Jell-O tonight.

Nothing. Today, I was trying to study for finals, but couldn't concentrate. I did wake up 6am and did laundry, but pretty much that's it. I was studying, but not really. I did make Jell-O cos I love Jell-O. Last night, I downloaded dreamweaver MX, and today, I am using it!! Yay. I was using dreamweaver3, so I think it is time to upgrade. I really like dreamweaver because interface is cute. But, I don't get why MX? I think X is this year's number. Win XP, Mac OSX, AthlonXP, Flash MX, Xbox, FFX. X is good.