I finally defended my thesis! Yay! I couldn't sleep last night because I was really nervous about today & I had to study for finals. I also finished two exams, and I feel pretty good, but my body is pretty tired. Ryan called me if I wanna go to bowling. I wasn't planning to go out, but I wanted to do something, so I went to bowling with them. Now, I am dying.

I am done with the school!

The graduation day. But, I didn't go to the ceremony because my family couldn't make it. I was pretty upset when my dad told me my parents cannot come to the graduation. I have been pretty good student (I think) and worked so hard to graduate. So, why the hell they cannot come to my fucking graduation!! I guess they think if they give me money, I would be okay. I think today is the worst day in my life. Doug called me if I wanna come over and watched the movie. I didn't feel going out, but I didn't want to be just depressed all day, so I went to their house. After we watched the movie, Andrew , Jenna, and I went to Yogi's to have couple of alcohol. I think alcohol is good. I am really grateful to my friends. I am really glad I could make great friends here. Cheers!

I went to Ryan's graduation party with Christine in this afternoon. Since he had a party at his parents' house, I had to drive down to Terre Haute. Mmmm Terre Haute.. I could see Bobo for the first time, and he was really cute doggie. Ryan's dad was singing a song along with Bobo. Ryan has really unique family. Pat showed up with wearing his uniform. Mmmmm, uniforrrrm. Although I went to Ryan's party, I forgot to take his picture. Well, but I did lots of Bobo's pictures, so he should be happy.

It is so weird to have nothing to do. I had over 12 hours sleep last night, but I was still sleepy when I woke up. Andrew came over in this afternoon to make mix MD to his girlfriend. Sweeeeeeeeet! While he was recording, I went grocery shopping cos my refrigerator was empty. I found the blender at Target, and it was on sale. So, I finally bought the blender. Yay! By the way, I saw Foodsaver at Ryan's house yesterday. I wanna get it sooooo bad. I think Foodsaver is awesome. After I got back, Andrew and I played couple video games including DDR. Andrew was too shy to play DDR even though there were only both of us. But, I know he will play DDR someday.

Not-A-Thing Day. I was totally doing nothing except making juice with my new blender. Although I went to the bed pretty late last night, I woke up 6am in the morning. I didn't wanna wake up that early, but all thunder storm sounds didn't let me sleep at all. I hate thunder storm. I like rain, but thunder storm is not cool. The forecast said more thunder storm is coming... I am so ready to move.

I was playing Dungeon Siege in this evening. I haven't played this game since the day I bought. Of course, my character was sooooo weak, and no one wanted to played with me online. So, I hosted the team, and many people joined in my team. Yay! But, when we were ready to go, the power was gone!! Stupid thunder storm! When I came back to the online, of course, there was no way to tell them that I didn't mean to leave them. I may be bold, but I am not jerk!

My eyes are all red and itchy!!! Stupid allergy! I have couple allergy medications, but all of them make me really drowsy. I hate spring.

Do you like flowers? I don't like flowers because they make me really sick...I mean in allergic way. Yuck! I have been thinking to change the title page, and I did. I am not sure if I like new title page because I wanted use another image. Mmmmm. Anyway, I don't like flowers.

I was editing the video I took at Ryan's house last Sunday. Bobo (Ryan' dog) can actually sing. I need to learn more about how to use Adobe Premiere because I only can cut and add some transitions to the final video. That's not cool. Since I paid $500 to buy Digital Video Collection, I really should learn how these software work. But, the thing is I don't know which book I am supposed to get because there are so many books to choose from. And, in this summer, I am thinking to buy StudioMX. Well, maybe I need little help from my dad too.

More rain. Ugh. I was planning to go jogging in this morning, but I didn't jog because it was raining. I really concern about body weight because I am not really doing anything, but drinking alot (I mean juice). I still play DDR everyday, but I think it's not enough. I need to be more hardcore in order to lose some weight!

I like Guinness beer alot. I used to hate Guinness because I though smell was kinda funny and beer was too thick (you know what I mean??). But, now I love it. I was drinking Guinness alot in the weekend and realized that I think I like alcohol. But, I really shouldn't drink because I think I am getting fat. I gotta play DDR!!!

Last night, Ben came over, and we ended up staying up all night. I had a doctor appointment from 8am in the morning, so I couldn't sleep until I got back from the doctor's office. Of course, I saw the doctor about my butt pain!! I had to let him to check my inside of the butt! It was the worst! But, I didn't have any tumors or anything serious, so that was good. I was trying to go to the bed after I came back, but I couldn't sleep because my down stair neighbor was just singing so loud. So, I went to Boarders to get Weezer and Moby's new albums. I think they are pretty good!

I went to the yoga class with Abbey in this afternoon. I haven't been to yoga for a while, but I think I did pretty good. When we were going back to my car after the yoga class, I heard someone called my name. I wasn't sure who called my name because there was no one I know. But, one guy called my name again and told me he heard alot about me from Amy! I felt soooooooooooo bad because he told me we met in the party, but I didn't remember his name or anything! Well, I must be drunk when we met because I tend to not remember things when I am drunk. And now, I feel so bad because I forgot to ask his name!! So, if you are the guy I met today, you should email me!!! By the way, I cannot wait to see Star Wars!

Last night I couldn't upload the log because I think the server was down. Fuuuuuuu!@k. I really really wanna see Star Wars, but all my friends seem to be busy!! If I cannot get anyone to go with, I am going to see it by myself!!

I couldn't update my web site past couple days because I was too drunk! I have no idea how much I consumed alcohol in this weekend. But, finally, I watched Episode II in this afternoon. I am not sure if I liked the movie because the story was very poorly developed. The story line was pretty much trying to make sense for old star wars episodes. But, CG was awesome. I loved the battle sequences! Ryan even got motion sickness during the movie! He actually went back to his place before the movie was over. When we got back from the movie, he was dying on the couch. He is the coolest.

I was working on the web site all day today. Paul asked me loooong time ago if I can make his web site. Since I have tons of free time, finally I am making his site. I am trying to finish making his site next couple days, but I am not sure. By the way, I really really wanna play Britney Spears game!!

Finally, it's here. I have been working on making confusedgeek.com T-shirts, and now it's available! The printing was soooo handmade. I was just ironing all day today!

Surprisingly, my friends want to get confsuedgeek.com T-shirts, so I was making more T-shirts today. In the evening, Melissa, Matt, and I went to see Spider-man. I really liked the movie because I like Toby! I think the movie was one of the best movies based on comic book. Melissa gave me spongebob air freshener! Awesome awesome! So, I gave confusedgeek.com t-shirt. I hope she enjoys the t-shirt!!

I was trying to finish making website for Paul, but I even didn't turn on my PC. Instead of that, I was watching Star Wars Episode I on DVD. I still don't get why people don't like jar-jar. I think he is kinda cute.

After I got back from the gym, I tried the protein drink which I got from Ryan couple days ago. Ugh, I absolutely hated it! The taste wasn't bad at all, but it was just too thick to drink. I couldn't finish drinking! But if I can be a big boy, I might try to drink more because Ryan have been working out, and got some muscle! We played drinking game tonight, and I think we were pretty drunk. I am pretty good drunk driver.

I went to Indy to see my friend in this afternoon. I was planning to go shopping, but I didn't go because I was trying to fix her laptop. FD drive and modem weren't working, so I was checking why they don't work. Although I tried everything, I couldn't fix them. I think she really needs to buy another one because her laptop is really old. After I gave up fixing it, we went out to eat. We went to Italian restaurant, and the food was awful. Ugh! But, it was fun to drive up to Indy.

Today, I was just sleeping all day because I was tired. But, I did manage to go to the gym in the morning. When I was using the excise machine (climbing one), one lady complained that she signed up for the machine I was using even though there were so many same excise machines which no one was using....bitch. So, I told her if she could use another machine. She and her friend were saying something in Korea or Chinese or whatever language that was not english or japanese and just left....bitch.

Memorial day. Yes, memorial day, but I have no idea what memorial for. Today was my ex's birthday, so I send e-card from yahoo. I was trying to send from bluemountain.com, but I think they start charging money! I haven't shipped birthday gift for him because I have been very lazy. Of course, he is getting confusedgeek.com t-shirt. In the evening, finally, I could meet Dustin online and play dungeon siege together. It was really really fun to play online game with someone you know. Now, I gotta convince Abbey to buy the game and join in my team "I am not power ranger."

Today was one of the worst day of my life. I was online playing dungeon siege to check all cool weapons I got from yesterday. When I played about 30 min and tired to exit the game. Suddenly, my pc just turned off and restarted itself. Then, while my pc was rebooting, it started checking for the error (yeah blue screen one)! Yes yes, my game data was corrupted, and I even couldn't recover the backup data either. I just couldn't believe what was just happened. I was crying all day because of this horrible accident! Well, actually I wasn't crying, but I was really really depressed and very angry. Ugh!

I was still recovering from yesterday's horrifying accident. I got couple responses from companies which I was applying for a job. I really really reeeeaaaalllly find a job within 2, 3 weeks, so I can start looking for a place to live. I wanna be rich!

I had a phone interview in this afternoon. I was applying the research assistant position, and the professor called me to speak wit me. The professor seemed very nice, and I think I did okay. She told me there are around 15 people who also have applied to same position. Ugh. I want this job so bad, but sounds like I won't be able to get it. I need a milk shake.

I saw the movie "The Business of Strangers" with my friend. The movie was ok, but after the movie, I realized I didn't have my wallet. So, I was checking the seat to see if I dropped it during the movie. But, I couldn't find it. So, I went back to my car to see if I dropped it during I was driving. But, I couldn't find it. So, I went back to my room to see if I was the stupid enough to forget to take my wallet. But, it wasn't there. When I realized I really lost my wallet, I was sooooooooooo upset because couple cards in the wallet need to be issued in Japan. When I was devastating and crying alone in my room, a guy called me and he said he found my wallet in the art building. It was my happiest moment in my life! So, I picked up my wallet at his house and offered him if I can get something such as pizza, beer, some porn, or me. He said "it's cool maaan, peace out." What a nice guy! I really felt I had to cerebrate this happy occasion, so I called Ryan, but he wasn't home. But but, Ben called me if I wanna do something tonight. So, I bought beer on the way to his house, and we ordered pizza and watched the movie "waking the dead." Happy happy joy joy! By the way, his dog is really cute and sweet.