On Sunday Morniiiing~. Yes, today is Sunday. I was baking cheese cake in this afternoon without any warnings because I felt cheesy. It turned out pretty good even though I haven't baked cheese cake for a long time. I wanted to buy beer because it was hot and sweaty and sunny sunshine depressing day. But I realized today is Sunday, so I cannot buy any alcohol in this state. I really think it is really REALLY stupid that we cannot buy any alcohol drinks on Sunday, yes, on sunday morniiing~.

Sleepless night. I am not able to sleep at night past couple days because of the world cup. Japan will be against with Belgium tonight (well, tomorrow's very early morning). I must watch. I wish I were in Japan right now, so I can actually get to see the game. I heard there are so many tickets left because the company which distributed the tickets to other countries couldn't sell all of them, and now the company returned the tickets to JAWOC. Since JAWOC is too stupid to sell left over tickets, there have been lots of empty seats in the stadium even though there are so many people want to buy tickets. I really think Japan is not capable to host the world cup. While I was trying to stay awake, Ryan called me if I wanna go to yogi's. When I was talking with him, I realized that I hadn't seen him for a while. Actually, I hadn't seen Kailie and Jenna too. I felt I am becoming anti-social after the graduation. Must drink.

It's hot. It's too hot to eat anything except cold beer. No, I am not drinking either because I have no money to buy beer. I am not eating at all. Where is my new year's resolution now? Things I ate today: cheese cake, cheese cake, and more cheese cake. Ugh. No more cheese cake.

Yesterday, I found out that I couldn't get a job I was applying for. I knew I won't be able to get it, but I thought I could make it to the second interview. I finally started realizing it is tough for me to get a job here. I feel blue!

I was helping Trish all day today at the lab. 6 hours digitizing wasn't fun, but it was kinda nice to work there. Dexter and Trish were cutting Ben's (Dexter's dog) hair in the lab while I was digitizing. I am not sure if Ben likes his new hair cut.... Ryan called me if I wanna go out, but 5 min after he called me, he called me back he didn't want to go out because he didn't feel well! Instead of going out with Ryan, I went to Nick's with Ben (not dog, but human). I met several his friends over there, and they seemed to be pretty cool. Yapieeee.

After I went out last night, Ben and I were watching the World Cup all night. I had to sit on the floor to watch it because he took over my comfy couch. Damn Ben. But I didn't care because I just love watching soccer even though I hate playing it. I also like watching Tennis, so I haven't been really sleeping well, because after I watch the world cup all night, I start watching French Open which is usually on after the World Cup. This is no good because I don't have a time to go to the gym in the morning. But, but, I cannot wait to see Japan vs. Russia tonight because I couldn't watch Japan vs. Belgium match.

Yeppie~! Japan won! It was awesome game! But, I didn't like Japanese players' hair color. Lots of players dyed their hair blonde, red, or light brown. They looked really stupid in those hair color. Since they are representing Japan, I think they should be more careful about their looks. Oh well, they won, so actually, I don't care.

I wanna baby. Chris and Kelly brought their 3 weeks old son in the lab today, and he was incredibly cute. I mean really really REALLY CUTE! I have seen lots of infants, but never seen any 3 weeks old babies. I just cannot believe that little tiny thing will grow up and become adults. Babies are just amazing!

I wasn't feeling good today. I think I got a cold or something. Basically, I was just staying in the bed all day because I didn't want to be really sick. Now, I feel fine, I feel fiiiiine! Oh, by the way, I got a job interview!! Yay!

I wasn't feeling good in the morning because of stupid cold I got. I was trying to digitize for Trish, but I only did one trial and came back to the room. Trish seemed to be very upset because she really wants me to finish more than 1 trial. Sorry, but I wasn't feeling good! I got DVD "Grave of the Fireflies" and a book "you can feel god again." This book is supposed to make my feel good, but I don't know yet cos I haven't read yet. I think "Grave of the Fireflies" is the saddest movie ever. If you don't cry after watching this movie, you are robot!!

I went to Indy for a job interview in this afternoon. I was really tired and wasn't sure if I could drive up to Indy because I was watching the movie with Ben last night. I came back my room around 5am and just passed out. But, I had to get up 8am and went to the lab to do more digitizing before going to Indy. The interview was very impressive. It was group interview and people from the company gave small presentation of their company. I wasn't expecting anything like that because the job description didn't interest me. But after the presentation, it did make me feel I wanna work with this company. Mmmmm, very magical! I am going back tomorrow to learn more about this company.

I haven't been feeling well past couple days because of the stupid cold I got from Ryan. Yesterday, I went to Indy to hear more about the company. After I got to know the company, I started thinking "this company stinks!!" All people I met there were extremely friendly and nice, so I did like them alot, but I just couldn't understand so called "network company." It seems like I don't get paid at all if I don't sell, or I don't find anyone to work for me. Also, I was a little bit uncomfortable with their focus "just making money." They were just talking about money!! Of course, I love money, but I wanna have a job which I am able to feel good. Making tons of money must feel good, but I do believe, like master card says, "there are some things money can't buy."

I finally feel better today. I kinda noticed that I should eat if I wanna get better. But, I couldn't go to the gym pretty much all this week, so I wasn't sure if it's okay to eat. I tried to get someone to watch the movie with me, but couldn't find anyone! Although I got a "grave of the fireflies" couple days ago, I haven't watched it yet because I need someone to watch with meeeeee!! I only watched this movie once when I was a kid, and I remembered that after I watched this movie, I couldn't sleep because I was really really sad! So, why the hell did I buy this movie? I am not sure!

I got studio MX! Yepppiiieeeee!! I ordered it online last week, and it took a week to get here!! I have been using dreamweaver MX trial version and I love it. I haven't tried Flash MX yet, so I think I am gonna spend some times tonight to explore Flash MX. Oh, I think I am going to go to Tennessee for a job interview next week!

Today, I found out that the reason why I am not sexually active. I eat boring food, so that's why I am sexually inactive!! Ahhh! I should really start eating more exciting foods. Kailie and I went to Bluebird together tonight too see the punk bands. I used to dress like punk when I was in the high school because punk style was totally cool at that time. Well, I was young.

I like Travis. Especially, I love their second album "the man who." I felt blue today, so I was listing this album because I think when you are depressed, you should listen, watch , or read something very depressing. So, you will be able to feel better. The song "why does it always rain on me?" was totally how I felt all day today. Oh well, couple beers will cheer me up!

I got Moby's concert ticket! Yeppiieee! I have never been to his concert, so I am pretty excited. I got Weezer's concert ticket couple days ago too. Yeppieeeeee! Now, I have no money. Although I didn't have money, Kailie, Andrew, and I went to the carnival in the evening. It was kinda fun, but I was very sick after riding some kinda spinning one. Now, I realized that I am not a kid anymore!

I woke up about 6:30am to watch the world cup. After I watched it, I called Andrew if he was still able to give me a ride to Toyota. I didn't think he could give me a ride because I knew he watched the word cup all night. But, he was up, and gave me a ride after I dropped my Gummpy off at Toyota. Gummpy needed health check before he goes to TN in this Sunday. While he was at Toyota, I was editing the video at my house. I was trying to compress the video for the web, but I don't think I am good at compressing the video clips. I compressed Bobo's video clip as quick time movie because some of my friends don't have windows media player (Mac users..ugh!). I even bought quick time pro because CleanEZ (for Premiere) doesn't make good compressed quick time movies. I have so much to learn about editing the video. I even haven't mastered how to use Premiere!

More video editing. After I washed my car in this morning, I was working on editing the video. It really sucks that I cannot edit video well. It just pisses me off. I am looking for a good Premiere book, but I cannot find any. I am also trying to re-design this website, but have no idea how can I possibly change this website. I tried to use the web service which is able to update daily log easily. But I found out I have to pay some money if I wanna upload pictures. So, I am still directly write daily log on DW and update. I though maybe I can use Flash to make entire website, but sounds like very challenging. I am so confused!

I went to Linden TN over the weekend for a job interview. I applied for teacher/counselor position which supervises 10 - 18 yrs old boys who live in the youth village. Most of the boys have criminal records and they have to stay there by the court order. All boys usually stay there up to 6 months and learn how to control anger, life skills, respect others, etc... I had to stay over night there in order to have an interview. Since most of the boys are criminal, I was little bit nervous observing them, but I actually enjoyed staying there. I was assigned to observed three different age groups in two days. All kids were just asking me tons of questions about Japan and my watch! The job seemed to be very hard because all boys are under 24 hrs supervision. Even after the bed time, TC has to check the boys every 15 min! I really hope I can get this position even though there is nothing around the youth village, and I am not sure how I can live there. Oh, one more thing, 6 hrs drive alone wasn't fun at all.

I was trying to be productive today, so I woke up around 7am and went to the gym. I have been working out almost everyday, but I am not sure if I am getting any muscle... I was talking to Doug about how I can get big muscle, and he told me I should eat more. Well, I guess eating only once a day isn't enough... After the dinner at yogi's, Ryan and I went back to his house to help him preparing for his presentation. Actually, I wasn't really helping him, I was just taking nap. I think nap is good.

Andrew came over my room to make mix MD for his girl friend. I have been wondering why MD doesn't do well in the U.S. It's small and cute, but I guess Americans don't like small cute stuff! After he finished making MD, we went to Irish Lion to get a dinner. I was really hungry, so I ordered two plates. I could finish eating both of them, but I think I ate too much..

I was playing GT3 all after noon because I haven't played it for a while, and I only played couple times since I got this game. GT3 is really really frustrating game. I think it's just too realistic. In the evening, Ryan called me, and I finally got to watch "the grave of fireflies." After we watched the movie, I was sooooooooo sad. I was right, this movie is the saddest movie even! Since Ryan is gone to Spain for 6 weeks, I gave him the book "Silence" as kinda farewell, good luck, stay alive thing. I won't be in town after he comes back because I am planning to move to another town in next month. It is really suck we won't be able to hang out like we used to. I am really gonna miss him!

When I went to the gym today, I saw Doug there. I asked him last night if he could work out with me, so I can figure out what I am doing wrong. He showed me his secret (not really) ab routine. When I was working out, I really thought my stomach was gonna tear off!! No pain, No gain. I love pain!

Last night, Kailie called me if I wanna go to the party with her. I didn't feel like going out because I was just working on making website all day yesterday and pretty tired. But since it was Saturday night, and she told me there would be the band, I went to the party with her. The party itself was soooooo boring! The band was boring, people were boring, the alcohol was boring! I only stayed there about an hour and went home because I wanted to watch the soccer in this morning. But, I couldn't wake up, and missed the match. I was soooooooooo maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad!! My friend KC emailed me how much he is enjoying Weezer CD which I gave him for his birthday gift. Actually, I am going to see them next month! Yeppie! He also send me a picture of bred he baked. He is pretty good at making bred. I tried to learn, but I couldn't make nice round shape. Oh well, who cares!