Although I went to the gym 8:20am in the morning, the gym was already packed!! Aaaahhh!! Who wants to go to the gym in Saturday morning!! When I was working out, I saw the news about the space shuttle. It was awful news!! After I got back from the gym, I watched the news all day! I was kinda shocked to know that the shuttle was more than 20 years old! Safety first....I guess.

I hate Sunday. There is nothing good thing about Sunday. I think the only good thing about Sunday is there is Simpson's on TV. I was trying to be productive today, but I had no motivation to do anything because today is Sunday. Ugh. I hate Sunday. I think that is so wrong to make Sunday as the first day of the week. Although it's "sun" day, it's not "sun" at all. I hate Sunday.

I am eating. I am eating like a mug. Why? Because I wanna gain weight. But, I am very very close to give up! I cannot eat 5 times a day! After I worked out today, I stopped by the shop and bought protein shake. Ugh. I hate protein shake. But, if I can gain weight and be a big boy, I drink 100 protein shakes. Mmmmm, it's not easy to be a big boy.

Aaaah. For some reasons, I don't feel well in the past few days. I think that's because of allergy because my nose is running like a mug! Ugh. I finally got a new server today! Yaaaaaay!! Well, this server isn't for this site, it's for my another site. It has tons of space and bandwidth, but the server is unix & apache running! I know unix, but I am not familiar with apache, so I need to learn some. I was gonna buy a book about apache today, but the book I wanted to buy is damn expensive! So, I think I am gonna buy it online. I really really hope my allergy will be gone soon...

Today is one of the happiest days in my life! I got a letter from IUPUI saying I have been admitted to the master's degree in school counseling! Yaaaaaay!! I haven't heard from other schools, so I don't know if i have to go back to Indiana yet, but I don't have to go back to Japan for sure!! Yaaaaay!!! Well, I do have to go back to Japan to renew my visa, but I can come back here!! Yaaaaay!! I feel so awesome!

I am still excited about getting accepted from the grad school. Now, I really start thinking when I should go back to Japan to renew my student visa. I think I will be back to Japan in May, so I have plenty of time to renew my visa and still can get back here couple months before the school starts. Mmmm, you know, I don't like INS. Anyway, I think I am excited to go back to Japan too because I haven't been back to Japan for a while. It should be interesting to see Japan again!

Sneezing and sneezing more! I really think something wrong with my room. I cannot stop sneezing! Of course, it comes with running nose! Yuck! I thought maybe if I work out, it makes better (I don't know where I got that idea). So, I went to the gym in this afternoon. But but but, the gym was packed like a mug! I was there about an hour, but I felt I spend half of the time at the gym waiting for the machine! Ugh! Of course, it didn't help me at all, so I bought anti-allergy bed cover. I hope it will work.....please!!

I think my new bed sheet is working! I really didn't sneeze last night! Well, I went to the bed around 4am, so I don't know I just slept like a mug because I went to the bed late, or because of new sheet. Oh well, I am happy that I could get sleep!! Public i was doing fashion show in this evening, so Matt and I went to the show together. Melissa was already there to help setting things up (she works at Public i!). The show was fun, but one of asian models was soooo looking like slut! She wasn't even cute at all!! I wonder how she got modeling job for tonight! Aaaanyway, after the show, we stopped by the store and dropped off the clothes. Well, I think it was big mistake I went into the store because I saw really really cute shirt and shoulder bag.... Maaaan, I know I have millions of bags, but I just cannot buy enough bags! Since last bag I bought cost me $250, I have been trying to not buy any bags, but I am not sure if I can do that anymore! You know, people do get bored with same stuff no matter what! It doesn't matter how much you paid.... That's why people (well, at least I) keep shopping!

I cannot find brush cleaner! I have been trying to buy brush cleaner for my evangelion colors. I thought they are water based aclylic colors, but now I am not sure. I bought brush cleaner for that at Pearl, but it didn't work at all. Mmmmm. I cannot finish making EVA-00 until I find brush cleaner because I wanna paint parts before I put them together. I think I will go to the model kit store or hobby store. Since I couldn't buy brush cleaner, I went to target and bought lots of cleaning supplies. Yaaaaaaay. I like cleaning! I was cleaning the bath room and my bath room is so clean like a mug! Yappieee!!!

Whhhhhhyyyy!! Why do I like shopping?? Although I decided to not shop until next month, I accidentally (yeah right) shopped at downtown today..... Whhhhhhy!! When I woke up in this morning, I didn't plan to go to the downtown at all. Although I had only 3 hours of sleep last night, I went to the gym to work out. When I was on treadmill, I though I was gonna die, but I did run 20mins as my working out plan. Anyway, after I came home, I suddenly felt I have to buy Yu-Gi-Oh! game for GBA. So, I went to couple game stores near my apt, but they didn't have it. But I really really wanted to play Yu-Gi-Oh! for some reasons, so I went to Virgin Mega store in downtown because I remembered that I saw the game the last time I went there. But but but, they were also all sold out and I couldn't find it at Comp USA neither!! Aaaaah. Sooo, I was walking on Michigan Ave and thinking "Maaan, I really wanna Yu-Gi-Oh!" Then, I realized I was passing by Saks Fifth Ave. Then, I saw Kiehl's section inside of the store. Then, I realized that I needed to buy body moisturizer, so I went into the store and bought moisturizer and hair & body cleanser.... Ugh. They cost me $60!! After I bought them, I had a moment of regret, but not really. Then, I saw huge Banana Republic store. Then, I remembered that I got $30 gift certificate from Banana Republic. So, I thought "Well, maybe I can check things out!" Then, I went into the store. I actually had never checked men's section in that store, but the men's section was huge! I saw every clothe I saw online! Ugh. Of course, I spend more than $30... I have no self control.

Happy Valentine! or whatever. As a single guy, I guess today is pretty depressing. But, I have never had a good Valentine, so I really don't care. But, today was Melissa's birthday, so I went to Public i to give a birthday gift to her. I bought bunny sweater from lucky brand store last month because when we saw that sweater, she told me she would wear if someone buys it for her. Soooooo, I am the someone! The sweater was sooooo good on her and everyone liked her sweater! Yaaaay! At the store, I met a little girl who likes baby and puppy. She was so cute, but she didn't call my name even though I did lots of funny faces for her! Whhhhhy!! But, according to Melissa, she said "bye Ken" after I left the store. Oh well, thanks alot! I really think kids are awesome!

Aaahhh! Although I went to the bed really early last night, I couldn't sleep well. I kept hearing wind was attacking my window and I really thought my apt was falling apart! Also, I just couldn't get comfy in my bed! I think I worked out too much yesterday! And and, I didn't eat "real" meal yesterday, so I was kinda hungry too!! I think I am already giving up eating 3000k calories a day because it's so hard and I just cannot eat that much! I am sick of thinking "okay, I eat this for breakfast and I eat that for AM snack, and I will make garden burger for lunch.....etc etc." I just don't like the feeling being full all the time because I feel so fat! But, I do think my personal trainer is doing good job. I do feel I start building muscle and stuff! Yaaaaaay!!

Damnit! I, again, shopped!! I asked Melissa to hold the shirt I saw at Public i last week because the shirt was so cute and I know everything goes really fast there. Sooo, she called me today and asked me if I still wanted to buy it. Since I knew I really wanted to buy that shirt, I told her I would stop by the store. I think coming in to the store was a mistake!! Melissa showed me the jeans they just got today and asked me if I could try on to see how they look. So, I tried on the jeans, and the jeans looked awesome! It was no question I had to buy the jeans. I also tried on different shirts, and they all looked awesome on me!! I almost bought two shirts, but I did have a little self control to not buy two shirts! Yaaaay.....well, I did buy pair of jeans, one shirt, and belt... But they are sooooooo cute like a mug!! Haaaaaaa.

Yu~gi~oooooh!! Yes, I cannot stop playing Yu-Gi-Oh game! It's so much fun to collect cards! I got my blue eyes white dragon!! He is sooooooo strong!! I was playing the game pretty much all day Monday, so I decided to not play the game in my room. After I came back from the gym, I went to Intelligentsia to play my Yu-Gi-Oh!! I also wanted to buy tea pod and pepper mint tea because the mint tea I got at the market was awful! Oh, and I found out I am spending too much in past couple months..... I can already hear my dad's screaming...sorry dad!

Damnit! I keep forgetting my log!! Oh by the way, I have been admitted to National Louis University, so I get to stay in Chicago! Yaaaay!!! And I am watching Cowboy Bebop!

Aaaaah, I am soooo sad because there are only two episodes left!! Well, I am talking about Cowboy Bebop.... Last night's episode was pretty good. I am thinking to buy box set... Ugh, geek!!!

I was kinda pissed when I was watching news about night club fire at RI. Both night club people and band people are blaming each other....ugh! And I wasn't sure why the club owner in NJ was doing interview and saying "thanks gooood, it wasn't my club!" Ugh!

My blue eyes white dragon is so cool!

Last night, I couldn't sleep because of my fucking neighbor's dog! That dog was barking all night! I tried to ignore the dog, but of course, I couldn't because the dog kept barking, barking, and barking more! AAAAHHHHH!! I don't know why, but my next door neighbor seems to be not at home at night. I often hear she is taking her dog out 4 o'clock in the morning! I love dogs, I love animals, and I am a vegetarian, but I could kill the dog last night! And now, I am hearing the dog is barking again!! AAAHHH!! I cannot stand it anymore!!!

Priyada and I watched "the life of david gale" at Evanston. The movie was just creepy and depressing. I am not sure if the movie was good or not, but it was interesting movie. After we watched the movie, we went to woodfield mall, but we didn't buy anything! Miracle does happen!!

Although I did have a fun hanging out with Priyada, today wasn't really good day for me. But, I know tomorrow is going to be better day! La la la~. I am gonna just have some drinks and go to bed!

I think I am going crazy!! My neighbor's dog doesn't stop barking!! That stupid dog was barking all night, and I couldn't sleep at all again!! Where the hell is the dog's owner! I feel awful, but I cannot stop hating that dog!! Since my neighbor isn't there, I don't know what to do!! I think I am gonna call my apt manger tomorrow... Ugh. I just wanna fucking sleep!! DAAAAAAAAAA!!

Today was pretty good day in geeky way. Matt and I went to the arcade in Northbrook in this afternoon. We got there before the store opened, so we waited outside for few minutes to show our geekness to the world! Of course, we played DDR and other games there. The place was so cool because every game was so cheap. DDR cost only 50 cents to play! Ooooooooh!! Matt was playing BeatMania for the first time and he was sux! We played the dance game which uses hands. It is very difficult to explain, so I won't try to write what kind of game it was here. Anyway, after we played the games there about two hours, we stopped by at Skokie and went to the mall and Bestbuy there. I wanted to buy things, but I didn't buy anything!! We had a dinner at Evanston and went to EA game store and checked more games! Yeeeaah!! To finish off our geeky day, we decided to get donuts! I haven't had a donut for a while, so I was happy happy joy joy to eat donuts. I think donuts are good thing.

I got a letter from IUB saying my application is completed and now they are going to start reviewing it. Hmmmm, so it took 3 months to complete my application... I will be notified three weeks after the application deadline which is April 1st..... Hmmmmmmmmmm, that sux!

Ouch. My body is hurting like a mug from working out. My trainer gave me really painfully intense training menu in this week, so I am crying during lifting weight! Ugh. So hard. You know what? I think I realized that I don't like working out after all. Especially when it comes to life weight. I love running or swimming, but I hate lifting heavy weight which I can barely lift. I know my trainer's job is encouraging me and I think he is nice guy. But but, he could be very very annoying when we are working out because he keeps saying "You can do it, one more one mooooorrrree!!" even though I cannot lift any more weight! Oh well, but I think he is doing great job pushing my limit & button!!!

Ouch! I wasn't able to wake up in this morning because my body was hurting so bad! Ugh! But, of course, I had to go to the gym today too, so I went to the gym.... Ugh! And I have to take 135g protein a day which is very hard to take... Getting big boy isn't easy....

Ugh! Where is my brother? My mom called me today and saying my brother is missing! Well, he is 27 years old man, so I am not sure missing is the right word to describe this situation, but since he hasn't shown up to the work past 10 days and my mom cannot reach him, I guess he is missing! Ugh! That really makes me mad because how come he is just not showing up to the work?? Ugh ugh!! My mom was really upset because my brother has never done such a thing before. Well, actually, I am not too worrying about him because he is living with his girlfriend. Unless she killed my brother, I think he is okay. Ugh! And stupid my neighbor's dog is barking again! That dog must die!!