Have you ever been feeling being numbed? Lately, I feel like numbed. Everything seems to be repetitive, and there is nothing I find exciting. New semester just began few days ago, but everything is falling apart, and I am trapped in the point where I cannot breath. Mmmm, am I depressed? Seriously, I hope the black hole sun comes and washes away my pain!

I was late for my internship yesterday. I tried, but I couldn’t make it on time. I promise myself the next time I am late, I fuck myself!

Baseball cap is very confusing. Guys wearing baseball caps are annoyingly cute. But, once they take off the baseball caps, I often wish they wouldn’t take off their caps. I am like “put it back, put it back!!”

This weekend will be long one.

Bigger is better. Longer is better. Therefore, Labor Day weekend is better than regular weekend because you get to have Monday off. My weekend was pretty good. I did go out and had lots of drinks. I also did things I didn’t wanna do too! I learned a little patient makes things much better.

I think I need to buy new Pokemon game!

Oh, and Happy Birthday Matt!!

I just hate trixies. They are loud and annoying! Trixies are supposed to be elite women social group here in Lincoln Park. They are college educated, drive Jettas, drinks non-fat lattes, wearing super pointy shoes which almost can stub someone, obsessed with Tiffany and Kate Spades, working out at Crunch, and looking for lawyer future husbands. Yes, they are grown up version of sorority! Aaaaaahh!!! Seriously, they must be eliminated from my hoooooood!!!

Last weekend was pretty bad for a lot of reasons. So, to cheer myself up, I bought Pokemon Leaf Green yesterday. Yaaaaay! New Pokemon game! Gotta Catch’em all!! Oh yes, I will!! Also, I bought DVD burner. It’s dual disk one! Yaaay!

Pokemon Pokemon!! I have been playing pokemon all day!! Well, not all day, but most of the day! After I did long run in this morning, I went to Sam's club to get some bulk foods. Of course, I did not buy any alcohol because I am quiting drinking. Mmm, good! Then, after I came back, I was gonna start playing pokemon. But, then, I realized that I needed to buy jeans, so I went to Bloomingldale's, and got my first pair of paper denim jeans. Mmm, so comfy! After I got back from the downtown, I finally started playing pokemon. Well, I think it was around 1pm ~ 2pm. Now, it's almost 10pm....mmm, non stop pokemon, groovy!!!

*cough cough cough* Okay, I think I am getting sick. Last night, I went out with Priyada and others even though I didn’t wanna go out. I hadn’t seen her for a looooong time, so I kinda had to go out with them. Well, it was nice to see Priayda and Josh and others, but I wasn’t really feeling well because I was having super long day. I didn’t really stay long, but when I came home, I felt kinda sicky. When I woke up in this morning, I felt kinda fine, but wasn’t feel enough to go long run. So, I didn’t do long run!!! Nooooooo!!! What I did all day was of course, playing pokemon. And, now I am watching CSI. Umm, yaaaay weekend!

*cough cough cough…..cough x 100* Okay, I am definitely sick. I did rest pretty well yesterday, so I went out with Andrew and his date (Woohoo!!). We went to Hey Sushi for dinner (of course), and then, went to Tryst for couple drinks. I did not feel like drinking, and also, my throat was hurting like a mug, so I just had one beer. Well, I guess I shouldn’t have any drinks at all, but since I am sociable person, I had to have one beer. Anyway, after I got back my apt, I felt like a shit. So, I just went to the bed, and had a good nighty nighty sleep. I was gonna do long run in this morning, but noooooooooooooo. There was no way I could run!! I was just laying on the couch and watching tv all day. I even didn’t play pokemon! I was too sick to play it! Now, I feel kinda better, but still not that good. Being sick sux!

*cough cough cough cough cough…..cough x 1000* Ugh! I am super ultra under the weather! I really really didn’t wanna go to the internship today because I did not feel well at all. But, since I could walk and drive, I thought I should go. So, I did go to Highland Park and did go to the night class too! Seriously, I will get flu shot soon because there is high possibility that I will get flu from one of the students!

I was really really really really really really reaaaaallly sad and disappointed when the professor told us that she will not teach the class in this semester. She got promoted to associate dean of the department, so she does not have time to teach classes!! Damnit!! I am taking two of her classes, and I do not like her replacement!!! How could she abandon us like that!!! Well, she was telling us that the offer was totally out of blue, and she seemed to be sad about being not able to teach classes. Oh well, but she chose to be fucking associate dean!

Okay, I am gonna so go to the bed and go to the gym tomorrow morning!!

Yucky icky I am still sicky! Yesterday, I thought I was getting better, but nooooooooo! I was unable to sleep last night because of stupid coughing! I felt like my lungs were going to come out from my mouth! I didn’t want to go to the work today, but I did because the power went off in my apt, and I didn’t wanna stay in without TV!! Well, I didn’t stay at the work that long cos I was too sick to work! So, I got out of work and came home. I hope I will feel better tomorrow…

I was watching the debate tonight. Ummmm, Bush isn’t smooth speaker! I was expecting to see both of guys attacking each other, but it didn’t happen! Sux!